Sylvia Beach

For years, your desire is a garrett loft above a library with a view of the sea.  January a series of grey waves and grey days, and the random dog heaving an absurdly enormous piece of driftwood across the shoreline. From the window you watch waves curl and bash, and you feel her beside you, and want, and do nothing.  Later.  Later you love this girl. Not the one beside you, but this girl you were.  The one filled so completely with desire that she found herself paralyzed.  This girl did all she could, as well as she was able.  This girl, this girl, how warmly you remember her for her keen and fragile longing.  There is fondness now when you remember.  The children’s books, bindings forlorn, strewn about shelves and short tables, light through the window striking her crown, the yellow of the sofa, the corner of this room.  And you.  Light struck you as well.

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