At some point, she thinks, we will tire of stories. Of metaphors. Of the stand-in. When is the thing ever just the thing? My heart an organ. Relentless as small children. A boomerang. Gliding, almost effortlessly, from my hand, sent out to scour for a trace of you. A footprint, a broken twig, the tiniest piece of thread. Four days. I have waited four days. The way armies wait for supplies and reinforcements. Watchful. I am watchful. Where is the dove with the olive branch? Land.
Faux power
Mary works as an inpatient addiction counselor. This week the clients had a secret-keeping exercise. Each was tasked to write down every secret she’d kept since entering treatment. They were separated while they wrote out their lists. Usually it’s a purifying exercise. A chance to… Read more
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Even eating a brownie, across the table from me, he’s not OK.
“Do you want to tell me?” I ask.
“I can’t say,” he says.
“How’s the brownie?”
“I like it,” he says.
“Do you know about reputation?”
He shakes his head. “What is it?”… Read more
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When I was a sophomore in high school, I watched Gone with the Wind three times in a row, and cried myself stupid. The first time I heard The Cure’s Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me, the summer after 7th grade, it was all I… Read more
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I like my heroes dirty. Just imagine how insufferable Christ would have been if he hadn’t hung out with hookers and tax agents. Prometheus chained to a rock for sneaking fire to mortals. Lyra abandoning her daemon Pan at the riverbank in the… Read more
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